I hate when time passes so quickly... It makes me feel that I don't have control over my life, that I never acomplish anything or that I never work hard enough for the things I want, because when I'm finally able to start, the year is almost gone.

At least, I hope next year is better the last four.

My little cousin Julieta passed away last week. She had been fighting with a cancer for almost two years, and finally her life was taken away from her. She was 15.
Now, I find myself wishing I could have spent more time with her, just trying to make her smile and have some fun on her last days on Earth. But I didn't get to see her before she died, not even before she was taken to the hospital, or even before that, when she moved from her house to her grandmother's flat.

But there's no sense in regreting, although it's only natural that I would do so. July wouldn't have wanted me to stop living just because she's not here anymore, so I'll keep fighting for the things I want with a smile on my face even if the circumstances are not the best.
I'm only sorry she didn't have a chance to know what life is really like. However, I know she'll get another chance...in another time, with a different body, but she'll live.
So...I'll meet you in our next life, July.

Now, to more enjoyable subjects.

I don't have to go to school anymore! XD So now I can do whatever I want, that means that I'll be posting some of my drawings after I finish colouring them with photosho *.*
That is...if I don't go to my sister's house in Germany...

And I have to admit I'm looking foward to it...three years away from England has been a torture.
Yes, England XD If I go to my sister's house, I'll only stay until I can't stand german anymore...I'll get tired of it in a couple of weeks, if I can stand it for that long. Then, I'll take a flight back to London...I'll sit under a tree in Hyde Park day and night, even if I freeze to death XD
But I'd rather spend my time shopping...

Oops..I have to go to bed >_<

c u all next time I decide to write again XD


PS: my english at 2am sucks! >_<